Look who's back:)
I've wanted to continue writing posts throughout this whole ordeal, mostly for my own benefit of course- to help sort out my thoughts and try to make sense of this new life of ours, not due to any pressure or things of that sort. Mostly though, I've wanted to share because I've really come to feel so connected and bonded with all of you on such a high level, and I've realized how much every exchange with you guys (my online family) since the initial announcement helps me feel stronger and braver. And I need all the help I an get lately.
It has been so much harder to write though than ever before, not only because our days are incredibly full and fast-paced, but because every time I get a chance to sit down at my computer and put my fingers on the keyboard, I want to type out happy, positive words.. encouraging words, words that teach or inspire or uplift, and I just haven't been able pull my thoughts together enough to even write out the raw, heavy words that have filled me up for the last couple of weeks. It just feels way too foreign to me.
I've just always been the optimist, always! Always finding the good in even the worst situations. It's not that I just didn't share the bad days on my blog, it's that even on the bad days there was always something to be happy about and highlight on, and that's just a lot harder these days. Too hard some days. I guess my point is that for really the first time on this blog and moving forward, I will be sharing many more thoughts and feelings that are only for me, only about me, that I don't expect to benefit anyone in any way.
So bare with me? haha I promise that little-by-little I have every intention of bringing back all my favorite things to write about on my blog- the hairstyles, the recipes, the product features, the style posts, collections of favorite things that look yummy and make me happy, etc, but for now I'm going to focus on opening up my heart all the way and figuring out this new chapter of our life.
So, that's it for today I think:) I love you guys, you've been such angels of positivity and encouragement lately, and it feels so good to have a voice on here again! I hope to keep this up every day moving forward. Wish me luck- we'll see how I do.haha
P.S. if you're not following on Instagram, you really should consider it:)